Monday, March 15, 2010

It's so hard to say goodbye ( so says Boyz II Men)

Today was the day... that I started back at work soooo I kissed KC a million times and told her to be a good girl. I whispered in her ear how much I love her and would miss her and assured her that I would be back to get her as soon as possible.. I would be lying if I said there weren't tears shed.... there were-plenty of them!I am going to miss.....
*snuggling in bed after early morning feedings
*taking afternoon naps together while watching Ellen
*finding KC wide awake when she is supposed to be sleeping
*staring into those sweet blue eyes while I feed her every 3 hours
*being able to "hang out" with my sisters/mom during the day
and so many more... I am completely in love with this little girl and I hope she misses me as much as I miss her!!

5 comments:

Mrs. Alston said...

ohhh bummer. worst day ever. hope work doesnt drag on too slowly an dyou get to see her soon!!!

P and C said...

Darn it Jess, at least you know she will be in good hands!! Hope your day goes well!

Bruce and Melinda said...

Going back to work was soo hard!! I went through anxiety as well as tears!! It does get easier though and it makes you appreciate your time with your baby so much more.
You guys should come to SLC, we'd love to get together!

cheeks said...

I still remember that first day back to work very clearly....not work so much as the mornings events and emotions leading up to actually being at work. you are a good momma! who's watching K while you work?

Shiloh and Bob Willey said...

I don't know how you are doing it...I would have quit by now...So way to go brave girl!!!